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I thought long about it...
and I just don't know what I should do otherwise
I'm sick of everything
I'm sick of beeing stressed about getting pictures done
I'm sick about how my art comes out in last weeks
I'm sick of drawing things I don't have the inspiration to
I'm sick of drawing pictures, which take HOURS only to nobody look at them (except for my friends qwq nothing against you guys)

and I'm sick of deviantArt itself
When I signed in here, dA was a place for arts, for creative freedom, for meeting other artists
Today it just feels like it's here to have premium member- excuse, CORE membership, for closed species (where you're not even allowed to draw a fox with a fan like tail because FoxFAN is an own species and nobody is allowed to have this idea too!), for ARPG groups, for commissions/making money... I still meet new awesome people and not everyone is like this. But to many are.
It's not the same atmosphere it was some time ago.
A few weeks ago, I was on a semi-hiatus, because I started sucking at school because of the internet and mostly dA. After everything turned out better again, I started drawing again. But even now, my grades are just fine and everything is ok, the same feeling I had back then is there again.

So I made a really hard decission.
I'll stop with dA. Not with drawing though...
It doesn't feel okay for me anymore. I can't even describe how it exactly doesn't feel good anymore. It just doesn't.
dA gave me a good time. I found really good friends, about which I can already say FRIENDS even I only now them from the internet.
And because of dA my english got very good! It's not perfect, but everything in school is a lot easier for me and I'll take bilingual classes, because my teacher told me, that even my classmates could also do it very well, it would be perferct for me! He also gave me a brouchure about a education course in china, where I could work for germany but living there! (even if I'd never do that, because I really want to become a musical actress so badly ;_; ).

So I want to say thank you but screw you deviantArt.
Maybe I'll leave this account for some months....a year...I don't now. BUT when I think that I'm completly done with everything that has to do with dA I will delete this account so the username is free again.
And I won't delete my drawing or store them. feel free to save them, to reupload them, but IF you do still give credit. just for respect of copyright and respect of me.

I will NOT stop drawing. But I will say goodbye to dA.

If you're still interested in following me or some of my arts (I won't submit much anymore) you can find me here:

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:youtube: Meshay McCoy
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For my private facebook or my phone number (to chat via whatsapp) send me a noteNote!


You can of course ask anything about what I wrote above, if you don't understood something
Wenn euer Englisch nicht so gut ist, dann fragt mich ruhig nochmal in den Kommis, ich beantworte euch jede Frage.

So this is my goodbye to deviantArt
Chanyeol : Signature Pose  xoxo Meshion 

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